Employment

No-one ever told me it would be this hard.

I've got no time at all left on my degree and the prospect of having to be in the real world is suddenly becoming very very scary.

I applied to get onto the Arcadia Grad Scheme but I think I made a mess of the telephone interview and then received an email saying that I did not have the experience necessary for the job. I was absolutely gutted for all of about 12 seconds and then I realised that I was only looking at the job for the money. £20k is a hell of a lot of money in some ways but alas, I think that job would of made me nothing short of miserable.

I'm putting out CV's and mini portfolio's in the hope that someone thinks 'wow, we must employ her'. My back-up plan is to carry on working in retail and do vintage on the side.

Other than that I don't know. It's so frightening to not know where I will be in a years time but I can definately say this: I will not be in education.

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Uni work is going ok, i'm using bio resin now so i've said goodbye to the headaches and ridiculous stench in my room. I'm concentrating on clearing my mind before I can work on my sketchbook so this blog is being written in a break i'm taking from the epic that is tidying my room. Why I am so messy I shall never know but I'm also bloody good at tidying.

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